Ducky's Diary

Updates?

nobody@vox.com(Sisi) — Thu, 10 Dec 2009 01:58:45 -0500

Haven't written anything for a long time...

Mainly because there are too many things going on, but none of them is happy...

Maybe one day when I look back, I will be able to talk about them and smile...

Just not right now. I guess.

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NANA

nobody@vox.com(Sisi) — Sun, 25 Oct 2009 00:35:02 -0400

NANA

you give me chills
in whatever form
during whenever

9 years...
such a long time
with that bitter passion

ne, nana
i was so naive when i first met you
do you think im mature a little this time?
somehow feel like i
understand you a little more
love you a little more
and cry...a little less

Nana - Rose

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Stuffed animal

nobody@vox.com(Sisi) — Mon, 28 Sep 2009 02:25:02 -0400

i wanna be a stuffed animal

no worries nor responsibilities

only being hugged and loved

i will be good

i will give up my freedom
sit there and smile

wait until someone needs comfort from me

if i am a stuffed animal
i don't need to be comforted
because i don't have worries
...right?

so pooh
i envy you

12 - Souichirou Arima I

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Anime/Manga Craving

nobody@vox.com(Sisi) — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 20:52:59 -0400

My New Keyboard ~♫

I always have periodic cravings, and this time is anime and manga.

During 3 days weekend I finished watching The Twelve Kingdoms (十二国記), most up-to-date FullMetal Alchemist Brotherhood (鋼の錬金術師), few Rurouni Kenshin (るろうに剣心), and Kare Kano (彼氏彼女の事情)... I have watched most of them long time ago, except the remake of FullMetal Alchemist. They still give me chills of excitements, especially Kare Kano. I forgot how much I have loved this story. The anime is way not enough, so I'm rereading the manga again. It's so funny that I didn't know what Kendo was back then. Arima looks even cooler now I know what he's doing! And I do agree with Yukino, Kendo uniform stinks! ;p By the way, the English sub for Kare Kano sucks really bad! So I decided to buy the box-set. lol~

Kare Kano has awesome soundtracks too. Piano and violin are the perfect combination for this anime~♥ I had an urge to learn few soundtracks. So here I am, with my new keyboard >:]

What should I watch next? Hunter X Hunter? Another awesome story. Except the author's being lazy, and I am impatient... Oh well, still a good one to watch again~♪

Oh boy... How am I going to bring this thing back home after finishing working in TN for 6 months? and When am I going to study? Ah well, whatever.

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Update: Watched first half of HxH today... I wish I could finish it all, but have to go to work... Man, I wanna watch more! Killua and Hisoka are so damn HOT! I still can't decide who is hotter... One is cuter, the other is sexier. lol~ It might be weird to say... but when Killua ripped that guy's heart out, he looks so cool... drools. Back to HxH and screw work... Nah, I will just make sure having 4 hrs of sleep. Hate myself when I have addictions, but that can't be help I guess :p

Update #2: ZOMG! How could I forgot? Hisoka's shower scene is CLASSIC! No... Let's say it's the best scene EVER! HOT HOT HOT~ Of course the fight scene before that was totally awesome too. Drools... again... haha...

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Vampire <3

nobody@vox.com(Sisi) — Sun, 16 Aug 2009 14:23:22 -0400

分島花音『still doll～砂のお城』

Hi Miss Alice
With your glass eyes
What kind of dream
Can you see?
Are you fascinated with?

Stilll
My heart tears
And drifts
Stuck in the patched crevices
Are memories

Hi Miss Alice
With that fruitful lips
To whom does love
Is cast away?
Is lamented?

Already
I spin my words
Feverish tongue
Has turned cold
The song to love
Can't be sung either

still you do not answer

(watching Vampire Knight right now... i thought my plan for the weekend was to study... meh)

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Ponyo, a round bellied girl

nobody@vox.com(Sisi) — Sat, 15 Aug 2009 23:23:21 -0400

Gake no ue no Ponyo(Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea) / OFFICIAL MTV

Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo, it’s a fish kid
It came from the blue ocean
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo,
She is a round bellied girl
Peta-peta pyon-pyon
How nice to have feet! I’ll try to run!
Migi-migi-bun-bun
How nice to have hands! I’ll try to hold hands with!

When I jump with her, my heart dances along
Paku-paku chu-gyu, paku-paku chu-gyu
I love her so much!

Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo, it’s a fish kid in red
It came from the blue ocean
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo,
She is a round bellied girl

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Life

nobody@vox.com(Sisi) — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 00:38:52 -0400

Over the Rainbow / What a Wonderful World

Israel Kamakawiwo'Ole

"It's hard to let go, isn't it?
And that's life... what can I tell you."

One year older...
I wish I am forever 21.

(Apparently someone guessed I am 27...
Do I really look that "mature"?)

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A Little Love

nobody@vox.com(Sisi) — Wed, 29 Jul 2009 19:00:11 -0400

a little love

greatness as you
smallest as me
you show me what is deep as sea

a little love,little kiss
a little hug,little gift
all of little something.these are our memories

you make me cry
make me smile
make me feel that love is true
you always stand by my side
i don't want to say goodbye

you make me cry
make me smile
A Little Love lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/English/47383-A-Little-Love~Fiona-Fung.html
make me feel the joy of love
oh kissing you
thank you for all the love you always give to me
oh i love you

yes I do ,I always do

make me cry
make me smile
make me feel that love is true
you always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye

to be with you, oh i love you

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Drama drama drama

nobody@vox.com(Sisi) — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 05:50:26 -0400

Meh.... Poor Ji Hoo, when would you get to be loved for once?

I do like Jun Pyo a lot. Actually I liked his character better than Ji Hoo at first.

But Ji Hoo's the one who's always there for Jan Di... His smile melts my heart away...

In the end, I was crying even the story had a "happy ending".

Where is your handkerchief when you are crying?

Where is your firefighter when you need to be rescued?

P.S.: Damn Kim Hyun Joong is so CUTE and HOT! Love him even more when he smiles and dances! XD~~

Hyun Joong: "I really like you. I love you. I LOVE YOU. Please believe me. I love you."

Me: *drools...*

F4 Special Edition - T-Max - Fight The Bad Feeling [Full MV Eng-Sub & Lyric] Boys Before Flowers CUT

"Kindly

Just think of me kindly

Warmly

If you just say one word

I have no other wish"

...................

[BOF] Jandi and Jihoo Unconditional Love

You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday

I say Im okay but you really dont know how I feel

Do you think i'll be okay without you?

Are you okay without me?

The world without you is so hard that I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words

Tell me if this is a bad thing to do

Are you living each day painfully like I am?

You and me

Are we too late? Do we not have a chance?

I still think about you and you might know this

Finally is it this? Are we going to end like this? Is it okay with you?

I dont think I can do it. The love I find with you, I wont find it anywhere even if I die

What should I do? If it isnt you no one else can hold my heart

Please hold me. And you know that even though the whole world tries to

No one can erase your memories. So please hold me

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words

Tell me if this is a bad thing to do

Are you living each day painfully like I am?

You and me

Is it too late? Do we not have a chance?

But me, I still think about you, and you might not know."

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"Congradulations!"

nobody@vox.com(Sisi) — Thu, 09 Apr 2009 23:17:30 -0400

"Congratulations! The Department of Mathematics Undergraduate Program Committee has selected you as the departments' Applied Computational Option Outstanding Senior for 2009.
You will be honored at the department's awards ceremony on April 29th, 3-5 PM in the Commons Room, McBryde 455.
The award will also be mentioned in your biography at the department's graduation ceremony on May 16th, 2PM, McBryde 100.
Your record is truly impressive, and we are pleased to honor you in this way."

Let's see... I thought I have already graduated? @_@''

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