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I play with fire.

Eating a bowl of spicy chili with an empty stomach for four days straight is not a smart idea. Never again! Unless... there will be another cute t-shirt as a reward. But next time I want a size small dammit! (Yea... the guy was like: "do you want a median, large, or extra large?" Do I look like a XL to you?? T_T)

On the way to D2 (that's where chili challenge was held), I was thinking about how much stuff I need to do once again. Literally, I was either working, studying, doing homework, or sleeping this week. It's like nap is the only thing that can make my day brighter. Now since panda's gone to DC for his field trip, I realized that even thought we were together all the time, I haven't really "looked at him and only him for a while". I want to cuddle with him like what we always do, but without thinking or worrying about anything else. Right now I feel like I am so selfish because I only think about my own stuff. He cares about me so much that it's just not fair to him. When can I do more for him? Sigh. Maybe... after the actuarial exam on Nov. 7th? That's such an excuse and b.s.! Gah I hate my selfishness!!

Some important things that I need to do for next week:

Mon:

common book individual response (postponed)
Information Session before A's interview
HP reading group meeting (should I skip?)

Tue:

A's interview (have to skip Fin. 8am 3 times in a roll...)
Library interview
common book reading group meeting
Course Request!!!

Thur:

Stat hw due (maybe I should do it this weekend...)
Information Session before B's interview

Fri:

B's interview
advance cal. quiz
numerical analysis exam

Plus I have to study 10 pages of actuarial study manual per day on average.

me & the panda <3

I went to Short Pump with Katy last night. When Osamu and I went to dELiA*s during spring break, the store only had the WWF panda tee in olive color. I don't really like nor own that kind of color, so I decided not to get it. However, when Katy and I went to the store last night, they had this pink one with a bigger panda print on it! How could I miss this chance to own a cute panda tee?! So I got it, and I am wearing it right at this moment. It feels like "panda" is with me when I am wearing this tee. I can't help but keep touching this cuddly panda, even tho that means I keep touching my tummy... By the way, I realize that I own more and more pink stuff. I used to avoid pink when I was in China. I guess time and environment can change a person a lot huh? One more thing, someone said that I still look like a middle school student... Do I??? (.-.)

This morning I was really sleepy at the office due to lack of sleep. After a cup of hot coffee, I went back to my desk and started checking email. The only email that I got was about an INTERNSHIP opportunity at Washington DC area. It's a pretty big company, but I have no idea how she found out my resume. Even though it's not an actuarial internship, I still want to give it a shot. Right after I finished reading the email, someone called me. He asked me if I was still interested in the actuarial internship opportunity at Chicago. Since they don't provide any housing, and Chicago is really far away, I had to say "sorry". I really want an internship tho, but maybe not at Chicago. So I was contacted by two internship recruiters in less than an hour. This is weird. And even more weird is that Osamu got an email back from an internship place today too! I don't know if this is the good start of finding an internship, or a joke from destiny. If it is a joke, then it's really not funny!

By the way, I watched "Marie Antoinette" with Tina and Katy last night. It is a beautiful but boring movie. We couldn't keep up with it. Maybe it's because we don't know that much history behind it. But still, do not watch it if I were you :p